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Banjaxed

by Alex McMurray

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1.
High Summer 03:26
When i stand straight and tall i can almost see the place school is almost out through the woods how we would race to high summer, high summer the places that i hid when i was just a kid warm beer and fireflies i know a place where we can be alone we never made a sound ain’t it strange when your almost grown in high summer, high summer on graduation day seems so far away high summer, high summer on independence day you get drunk and you roam around these streets of a young boys town just waitin’ while you take your pick while you decide, i'll catch a ride but meet me at the five and dime once last kiss and then we'll say good bye to summer time to summer time now i’m all growed up winter's turned the trees from green to black now and then i'll feel the scar never fails to take me back to high summer, high summer oh how id like to go but that was long ago high summer high summer, oh how id like to go but that was long ago high summer high summer
2.
Wedding Day 04:36
the day is done I’m knocking back the medicine aint no sin ain't no sin to be lonely one more time the faces of our friends floating past till at last, I see my one and only on our wedding day seems like only yesterday each night on my tv set as if I ever could forget our wedding day we took our time or so they say but now i don't have much to do since time went and caught up with you the kids are gone your mamma took them I couldn’t tell it’s just as well, because I’m a baby too. I’m marking time and everything is just as it was just because they were touched by you chorus cut the cake and next your gonna dance with my dad still i'm glad now you smile over your shoulder my best man flower girls and ring bearer boys all the joys and one day i grow older chorus
3.
Joliet 03:51
she was older than Chicago she was nine years old but she never did nothing like she was told she played in the prison yard when the sun had set ‘cause the circus never comes to Joliet this hole ain’t right for swimming but we can play in the drain there’s an old man comes out of there every time it rains some things that happened in that place I’d just as soon forget ‘cause the circus never comes to Joliet down at the skating rink I’m having my first drink it’s high time I got started forgetting find me a mean-faced Carlene or a sweet-smelling Sue and get down to some serious petting so climb upon the razor wire and come along with me ain’t it funny how this prison makes me feel free Ain’t it hard when you’re awkward Ain’t it hard when you’re weird Ain’t it hard when you’re frightened Ain’t it hard when you’re queer My whole life I’ve been waiting, ain’t nothing been right yet ‘cause the circus never comes to Joliet
4.
AM-guitar, vocals Carlo Nuccio-drums Matt Perrine-bass Jeff Treffinger-omnichord
5.
now council bluffs is a rough town a lot rougher than me old man he got caught up on its stick pin but never was the same again he cut his tooth on a golden glove but he never knew where to hit flat foot left him limping but he never knew when to quit now I’m sweeping the glass up come from where I hid night after night but there's no sweeping the past up what’s done is did its the same old fight ‘cause Council Bluffs is a rough old town slap some shine on them trophies take a rag upon the shelf old man’s eyes they’re squinting if only he could see hisself not that life wouldn't hit him hard less'n you could see the bruise he just wasn't no born fighter unless he had a thing to lose now I search for the old man shout out a name here and there to where he leans on the trash can what’s done is did so say your prayers ‘cause Council Bluffs is a rough old town he told me that its hard to see out of black eyes and it’s a bitch to breathe when your bones is broke but you just keep on punching walls cause its all you can do to keep moving to keep moving they don’t want no more fighters men of teeth toe and fist the spoils go to the gentler man gone are the days of the pugilist he ran his race and he ran it square and each night before I put him down he’d have a drink and we'd sit there and never once did he make a sound now I’m sweeping the glass up come from where I hid night after night but there's no sweeping the past up what’s done is did and its the same old fight ‘cause Council Bluffs is a rough old town
6.
I like walking what a way for a man to get around aching and shaking the dust from my shoes I got a girl except she don't know about me she itches and twitches and bottles up on the sly I’m playing a fool’s game my oh my I’m on an effortless binge don't the springtime feel good to you like you’re kicking it in your jewel suit with the dimes on the fringe I’m on an effortless binge I got the goods in my pocket I got my love in a locket I’m gonna fly off this hinge I’ve been missing buddy long since before that old war rovin and ramblin from town to town you take a job you find yourself your favorite hole you dance like the school boy who paid for the kisses he stole while all of the men folk are down digging coal Chorus it’s a family reunion just her, me and old grand dad if I wasn’t feeling so good I’d be feeling so bad I fell in love yeah there’s lots worse mistakes to be made the curse of the drunkard that don’t know his heart I’ll settle up she comes in at a quarter to ten the lady she’s taken and I’m only faking again and there’s a new bender waiting around the next bend I’m on an effortless binge don’t the springtime feel good to you like you’re kicking it in your jewel suit with the dimes on the fringe I’m on an effortless binge I got the goods in my pocket either way I’m gonna rock it Im gonna fly off this hinge I’m on an effortless binge
7.
Everybody keeps on talking Saying how it never could’ve been Then I lie and say I’m glad that you’re gone I can shed my skin Still the days are getting better The cops’ been leaving me alone Still sometimes I fell a million years old Since you’ve gone home They never had our kind of love They never listened for a train They never had our kind of sun, our moon, our stars They never had our kind of rain It’s getting lonely bumming quarters With you it all became a ballet Still it ain’t no fun stealing for one At the Circle-K And when I go down to the river I hear your laugh in the calliope What a world of wonder under the wharves Just you and me Chorus Our kind of rain don’t fall ‘round here Our kind of rain don’t fall like tears Our kind of rain don’t fall this side of yesterday Or last year And there ain’t nothing that’s surprising You were too evil for the street I used to think that you could jump off the moon And land on your feet And when you go down to Decatur Have a sit down in the sun Take a pull ‘cause spring is finally here And you’re undone They never had our kind of love They never listened for a train They never had our kind of sun, our moon, our stars They never had our kind of rain
8.
1914 03:37
When I see you again I’ll be walking
 when our girls are grown I will be here
 I’ll walk through the door on a Sunday morn 

Will I see you in some foreign field? 
in the morning I will hear you laughing
 and the guns will seem nothing more than a dream 

When I see you again will you be waiting 
to cover me in gentle kisses 
the tears will have stung, but still we’ll be young 
when I see you again

 Under the stars when the night is clear 
my heart will always be near
 up on the line you know I’ll miss you 
in my sleep I’ll turn to kiss you

 I promise that I won’t be long
 if you promise me that you’ll be strong, dear
 and push from your heart all of your fears 

Will I see flowers on the table
 and all the things as I have known them 
don’t you see you or I simply cannot die 
until I see you again
9.
it ain’t so bad as graveyards go a little damp, but listen close so you can hear the whispers of a sailors ghost on the day I sailed to sea my mama cried, my daddy prayed but it saved me from a banker’s wage so on the sea I stayed on the sea I stayed I sailed the seas to learn the stars but I soon forgot ‘em on the day I came to rest upon the soggy bottom see my pa there with his pipe see my ma there in her gown see me dance with all the girls in London town. once I was a handsome man I had a girl in every port I lived to love them, I loved to leave them I loved them just for sport I loved them just for sport I sailed the seas to learn the stars but I soon forgot ‘em on the day I came to rest upon the soggy bottom come ye sailors, drink until you roar don’t you know your money ain’t no good no more now and then, you'll hear my ghost rushing out, rushing in can’t you hear the tide is going out again let the others leave their tracks where the cold winds ever blow see them in the violet hour paying what they owe paying what they owe I sailed the seas to learn the stars but I soon forgot ‘em on the day I came to rest upon the soggy bottom as a lad I loved my kin but I soon forgot ‘em on the day I came to rest upon the soggy bottom upon the soggy bottom
10.
I might look like kind of girl, who just fell off the turnip truck, but its really not that way I've got piles of living that I’ve done though my feet may seem completely on the ground let me assure you that baby, I've been around It's not the years, it’s the miles and the tears and the trials of life that are killing me and though I cant look away I'm weary today of things that once would be thrilling me maybe this is just isn't my season but I just cant see the reason for plying my feminine wiles it’s not the years its the miles It's been funny I suppose I dropped acid with the Eskimos I ran naked through the streets of old Bombay I've been in jail, on the loose I slipped from the hangman's noose do the scars on my neck give me away? But I never had some much fun (my darlings) as when my wandering round was done I'm standing still and I'm all smiles it’s not the years its the miles once there as time when I was able to drink ten sailors under the table but it soon becomes a bore, when your name is on the lips of every sailor that wanders ashore Now you know where I'm at I'm hanging up my hat hey the money wasn't even all that good but I tell you my thesis when I pick up the pieces they'll go back together like they should maybe I'm nearly half insane but you won’t never hear me complain ‘cause that was never my style It's not the years it’s the miles
11.
Lazy Eye 04:17
Some folks slip into a life to find out they’re already there Some folks slip in through the night hoping there’s somebody there What’s a dog to do? Some bones too big to chew Ain’t no shame in staying free from what you can’t see With your lazy eye I got friends they go down easy some they’re always gonna fight I got friends who like it sleazy some they’re gone all night Why not find a girl go through the whirl and twirl Won’t be afraid of showing me as far as she can see With her lazy eye I studied all of the ceilings I wore a hole in my chair Walked through the floor with the pacing I know she’s out there With her lazy eye Sometimes think I’ll pack it in except I never got the nerve One more night straightjacketing guess I’ll get what I deserve Another lonely guy just watching the world go by Not such a bad way to be as far as I can see With my lazy eye
12.
Your pocket’s a little lighter You’re reeling in the dawn you make you way down Esplanade after everybody’s gone you stand outside her window she turns her head away on the day after Mardi Gras day Let’s all go get our ashes Let’s get down on our knees while bits of broken costumes hang in tatters in the trees lord, I’m not a praying man, but I can see no other way on the day after Mardi Gras day hey, on the day, after Mardi Gras day they say it takes only forty days to make that Jesus die so why’s it got to happen every year? we're never going to get it right so what’s the use in trying? guess I’ll just sell my car and disappear Let’s sleep here in our makeup with the garbage all around let’s learn to live another day with our trinkets on the ground cause she’s probably on a bus by now to Miami or L.A. on the day, after Mardi Gras day hey, on the day, after Mardi Gras day
13.
The Old Bar 03:47
I don’t want to go back to the old bar there’s too many memories there. I don’t want to go sit in the old spots climb the old stairs yeah, I just want to go live on the moon, be so much simpler then. I don’t want to go back to the old bar again. I don’t want to live in a town filled with people without a thing to do I don't want to sit and talk to nobody who say they’ve seen you yeah, I just want to go where nobody asks me 'baby how you you been?' i dont want to go back to the old bar I will race you to the bottom I’m a lot nearer than I used to be I don’t want to look at my face in that mirror have things got cloudy on me or are they clearer? I don’t want to go back to the old bar again. I don’t want to try my luck in the new joints beat myself in the head I ain’t gonna do it the same as the last time I’m going away instead and there will come a day I will write you a letter that i'll never send. but I don’t want to go back to the old bar . I don’t want to go back to the old bar I don’t want to go back to the old bar again
14.
Barry’s fashion lighters he’s a fabulous guy with a lighter to boot but he'll never be more than poo poo to me Barry, he's a cheerful kind of guy but you better watch out cause he will tell you to eat some dick but you know that’s what he'd choose to do if he could Bunny and Sunny would never rub against him he says they rub him the wrong way but you know he’d love them to rub him the right way tonight Barry he’s a meticulous kind of guy but he’s a pain in the ass, when he’s smoking too much grass and goes out drinking wine coolers and dancing with Vince drinking and dancing with Vince. He’s out drinking and dancing with Vince
15.
come lay next to me where the sun can warm you there’s not much heat in you anymore you flew over tables and chairs in your day but there’ll soon be a day when you get up no more you smile at me as if to say “old age it isn’t so bad. I don’t wear no collar I can’t run away” then why’s your old eyes so sad my dog? then why’s your old eyes so sad? we buried you here where the sun can warm you here where the grass is so green as all of the grasses were greener for you as all of the grasses is greener as all of the grasses is greener as all of the grasses is greener

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My first "solo" record. Released some time in late 2003?

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released November 11, 2003

Produced by Jeff Treffinger

Recorded at Mike & Yvette's house and Jeff's house 2002-3
"Ballad Of An Old Dog" recorded at the Mermaid Lounge

Mixed by Jeff Treffinger at The Truck Farm

Mastered by Bruce Barielle

Artwork by Pat Cronin

All songs by Alex McMurray (Velvety Pod Music/BMI)

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Alex McMurray New Orleans, Louisiana

I'm a New Orleans based singer songwriter type. I play in a bunch of bands. I make recordings sometimes. Some of them are here. Thanks for supporting my work. Drop me a line--I'd love to hear from you.

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